I'm a prisoner to my own thoughts,its my conviction that drives me. I do whats right but its the wrong that I like,not to please you because you could never understand,on my own two feet I stand that to me is what it means to be a man.

Just a song I like

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y7y92XOW1PY

What is life? if I remove the F and add an S to the end,this is what you get in a world full of trends. Time is money and money is power we live and die for the all mighty dollar. We all wanna be kings and queens so we come up with different schemes but money ill gotten will leave your soul rotting. If the key to being happy is obtained by being wealthy why do the rich and prosperous turn to drug use. Why can't their lavish lifestyles give them peace and no doubts. I doubt that peace can be found in the possessions of this world. Until you learn that the peace comes from within you are bound to follow the next trend.

Foolish pride,I hold onto you but you leave me filled with disdain. I will not back down or admit my flaw because you won't let me. I begin to isolate myself from the world and convince myself that nothing or no one is trustworthy. I believed that you were the reason I made it this far in life and that no one would bring me to my knees begging for mercy. Foolish pride. What have I yet to gain by embracing your idiotic tendencies? Your reason for being? To show the world that I'm no push over? Today you will not be embraced, today when I swallow my pride I can feel my foolish pride die a little inside.

"Can you see?"

"Of course I can see."

"Then why can't you find the right path?"

"......."

My queen

I can feel her, my mind,body and soul totally captivated presence. I yearn to hear her every word spoken as a melody of enchantment. As I approach her I feel as if my body has been betrayed by gravity,my shoulders,my arms,my legs was my body always this heavy? My heart racing I can feel the tremors begin in my legs and ascend up to my arms,I fight to keep control but now I feel as if my body is too stiffened. It seemed as if time its self stood still to lend me all the time I needed to take in her beauty. As I look into her eyes words cannot express what my eyes are able to witness my unlearned tongue has betrayed me. Her smile accompanied her vivid gaze upon me and I could feel my heart melt and run down my arms to my palms. Before I could even speak I needed one more second to truly admire they way she illuminated the room,but time too has forsaken me as I stand there lost in her gaze. She giggled at my silence and her voice was like being showered with the first drops of rain after a 7 year drought I wanted to bask in it until my hearts content but just as the rain sends a purifying chill through your body I was snapped back into reality.I could only laugh at myself and she began to laugh as well. I began to converse with her but my eyes could never leave her gaze as if they were intertwined. Just the sheer bliss I felt to be in her presence as if my eyes were enlightened,this is true beauty what I have never witnessed before. As if the sun was shining in all of its glory directly on me so was her presence,with every breath I took I knew for sure that if the next was my last at this moment I would hold no regret.

The sun and the moon

There are two sides to every story,somewhere in between we mix truth with lies and reason with action.Only when those 2 sides come together is the story complete.Only when those 2 lives come together is my story complete.