Chemistry

There is this thing called chemistry.I ask myself repeatedly what does it really mean,until finally I decided to look up its definition.

CHEMISTRY:

1.	the science that deals with the composition and properties of substances and various elementary forms of matter. .

2.	chemical properties, reactions, phenomena, etc.: .

3.	the interaction of one personality with another:

I read these definitions and my understanding of chemistry is slightly increased,but still I feel as if there is more depth to this definition of chemistry that has not been explained as of yet.

As time passes by I begin to realize that my own ignorance is what kept me from truly understanding in depth what chemistry is.

We all have chemistry as we interact one with another and that chemistry has produced many different relations of friendship,love,happiness,entertainment or just good times together.

Just as there were positive reactions from this chemistry negative reactions were produced as well in the form of hate,anger,strife,unrest and in cases racism.

I look at chemistry now with a better understanding,knowing that the interaction of two or more properties have many different outcomes.

Now it all makes sense.

There are an innumerable amount of reactions that can be created through chemistry some good some bad some productive some destructive and even in many cases there is no reaction at all.

So in this lesson I understand that some chemistry works well together,while some may create chaos,and in the end I realize that just because two properties may mix together that does not necessarily mean you will have a positive reaction,its all in the science of chemistry.

If Only

The skies begin to darken as clouds colored dark as death loom over our heads.I can see as the lightning strikes without hesitation illuminating the skies with a warning,a storm is approaching.I can feel the rain descending as if the skies were crying upon me in agony.I hold my head looking for a retreat, to find shelter from the storm.My natural reaction is to run,but deep inside I can hear him speaking to me.I hesitate in doubt,unsure as to what reaction I should make.I can hear his voice getting louder,part of me that is overcome with fear wants to run away,but my legs never budged in the direction of retreat.He knows me,he knows what I am destined to do and he will never let me forget my responsibility,my duty,my calling.......I stand here knowing that his words are spoken in truth,the reason I can not run away.One last time he repeats himself....


You Must Face This Storm Head On.

Without Hesitation

If I could be granted one thing in my life what would I choose?Would I choose to be wealthy?Would I choose to be blessed with the presence of those I love?Would I choose to posses health and longevity?Would I choose to be admired,praised by those surrounding me?I think these things all appeal to us in different ways,but no one can truly understand me better than I can.What is that one thing you would give up your world for to obtain?I realize that I would give it all up if I could truly find that one invaluable prize,they one thing we all long for.The one thing that as I lie here awake in these hours of unrest,the one thing that could set me free like a butterfly emerging from its cocoon and let my spirit soar in the skies without a burden to weigh me down.What is it that I would choose you ask?


I Would Choose Deliverance.

My Inner Man

*Sigh* Here we go again,just another day fleeing like grains of sand slipping through my fingers the more force I use to keep hold the faster it all slips away.I no longer waste my breath to ask why,as if I am to receive an answer.Greater powers do they truly exist,I believe so,but I feel as if they let us fall,feel pain,suffer,live in turmoil so we will one day realize just how feeble we truly are.Greatness,love,appreciation,wealth,and happiness these are our aspirations but somewhere down the line we have lost sight of what is truly important,hell we hardly remember the reason we set out on our conquest of life,and slowly corruption has found its way into our hearts and blinded our eyes so that we no longer feel the same affection towards our fellow brotheren."Every man for him self","This is a dog eat dog world","Always watch your back","Look out for number one first and foremost", and on and on the quotes of selfishness are beaten into our minds like nails into a casket,we have sealed ourselves off from those around us so we can be in solitary confinement,now we no longer have to be untrustworthy because the walls of our mental fortress repel all intruders from coming close enough to cause us any harm.I am not niave to say all should be trusted, just like the sun rises in the morning and the moon glows at night,the sides of good and evil constantly oppose each other.I just wonder sometimes do they really take themselves seriously when they say "United We Stand"