Tuesday, March 31, 2009

The Strength of Unity

The greatest nations the strongest people are not the likes of men
they exist all over the world but are constantly overlooked

If men could learn from these true leaders
to pattern ourselves after the wise
working and living together in unity

We would overcome our most frightening fears
achieve our greatest dreams
rise above the lowest of times
perform the greatest feats

If only we could see past our own delusions of self interest

Where do these leaders reside?

All around us,but can you step down off of your high horse to take a look?

Confide in

Shelter from the storm like the comfort a child finds in his parents embrace
where can i find that type of security,to be able to take my guard down

Is there a place of solitude where i can put my mind at ease and rest my soul
where I can trust and not be skeptical,where i can lean and not fall

As sure as the suns rise and it's set
I want to put my confidence in that which is unchangeable

Someone who will never betray my trust
Someone who will never leave me in my darkest hours
Someone to comfort my soul
Someone to catch my tears
Someone to embrace my insecurity
Someone to build my confidence
Someone to model myself after

As I look within my souls yearning for guidance
The path to the promised land

There is only one whom I can trust.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

My Fathers Lessons

I never knew my dad I have never seen him face to face.Honestly I never want to see his face (am i filled with hate,I think not)and if i never see it I don't think I would regret my decision.He's never been around so why would I need him now.Sure he says he is my father,but he probably couldn't tell me when i was born.He was too busy living his life.Am i wrong for wanting to be happy,do we not all have the right to be happy?We all have the right just don't go about it the wrong way.It must be the happiness that keeps him up at night I guess its the happiness that causes him to cry when he thinks how selfish he really is.What does it mean to be a father is that just a badge given out to someone who can have children.A father in my opinion is someone you can depend on someone that despite all of lifes troubles will wake up each day and fight to overcome and never back down.a father is someone that has advice for you when you don't always want it but more so when you need it.A father is someone i can look up to and appreciate no matter how much money he has what kind of clothes he wears how well he loooks or speaks but I know within myself thats my father.Alot to live up to, something this guy will never achieve, to be my father hahaha he's kinda late don't you think.Don't worry even though you weren't around I still learned a lot from you like the type of person I would never want to be and how not to live my life so all in all you did teach me something so i guess i can't hate you.You say you want my forgiveness. My real father would never need to be forgiven..........

Our Vision

Free your mind be at ease
find your zen your place of peace

in the worlds beauty overlook the pain
we all have sorrows but what did we gain

in the suns set i can see peace and harmony
in the stars glow i can see love and happiness
in the clouds shape i can see freedom and genuineness
in the rivers flow i see endurance and determination
in the mountains stature i see strength and leadership
in the flowers bloom i see patience and beauty
in the laughter of children i see happiness and joy

its all around us but do you take time to see
I have learned alot in my short time on this earth
but I still need to learn more. There are so many ways to look at life but who am I to say who's wrong and who's right.Live your life the way you see fit don't be ashamed of who you are and what you think.So what if my family does not always agree with me this is my life my time my choice its all mines.Its not yours so keep your opinions to your self,what i could have done or how i should live.It sounds fine and dandy but I'm going to be myself thats the only way i know how to live. Yea you live you learn,if we didn't make mistakes we wouldn't have erasers or a backspace XD.So how i choose to live is my choice.Don't ever sell out and live someone else life be your self and see how things turn out.

Friday, March 20, 2009

The Approach

There is this girl who I like
we see each other every day
but i can't find the right words to say

When I just look at her my heart pounds
louder and louder grows the sound

My throat feels dry
my palms so sweaty
what do I say
am I not ready

We wave and nod each passing day
share a smile and go our way

Just do it just do it
my conscience screams
but my body won't move
when i see her eyes gleam

Like the sun's rise in all its majesty
Like the stars glow in all its beauty

I find the nerve to speak
but only one word

Hello.....I said
Hi.....she replies

How are you....we ask at the same time
Ok and you we both replied

We both laughed nervously and conversed more
Yes!....,,,,I finally found what I wished for

Compromise? Really??

You say i need to compromise
and not be so selfish

May I ask when is your turn?
I give you take
you ask I buy
you cry I comfort
you complain I compromise

Two is greater than one
and one is equal to one
one minus one equals zero

Math......it solves the equation

SUNRISE

A dreams hope is placed upon a shooting star
can you guide me to my destination

In a glimpse it passes by,while I wait for the right time

Destiny is fate that we can't escape
so stop trying to force what will take place

patience is a virtue that cannot be replaced
so be still be calm and watch as fate makes its way

like the suns rise our lives take course
seasons change so fret not when things take a turn for the worse

even after the most chilling nights
the sun will rise again and shine its glorious light

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Oh Gawd

Why is everything i write so emo-ish XD
where the hell is all this coming from...............

This is all your fault.

O_O

My life

Have you ever woke up one day and asked yourself what am I really doing here
people always say life is what you make of it but what if all i can make is mistakes

Is this really an existence?
or a so called life.

Goals we set them
Achievements we earn them
Love we search for it
Happiness we obtain
Peace of mind

We wake up to live our lives
to accomplish our dreams

But,is life really worth living
or is living really worth life?

Love?prt 2

You say you love me
but if i don't reply

Does that mean I don't have feelings for you
for me to be here is proof enough of this

If you would only take the time to think this through

Sure i could say I love you,but does that make it true
If my lies could be your truth, let my silence be your guide

Some words carry great significance
and are not taken lightly

So have you yet realized

The words I love you are as powerful as saying I do.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

love?

Love i believe that it exists
i just have not experienced it yet
people are quick to say I love you
without fully understanding
we all have our own interpretation of love
so just because you have found yours doesnt mean i've found mines
so if i cant reply.......
this is why......to be continued

Vampires

We are so quick to ask why
we are so quick to judge
we are so quick to condemn
we can only see life from our point of view
our answers are never wrong
our lives are better than anyone else
we are the center of attention
when we speak people should listen
when we walk people should follow
but take a second and look in the mirror
do you see that?
just as i thought nothing is there.

High Score

I try my hardest to achieve the highest score
i put my block into place but nothing happens
what am i doing wrong
maybe i need to rotate it
move it to the left or right
still nothing........................
as time passes by i realize
no one block alone can achieve the highest score